By focusing upon the subtle sensations of the body, upon the overall “Hum” that can be felt deeply within, you may notice a gentle twisting sensation that subtly “nudges” the body to move in tandem with the sensation. It feels like an activation of the body to go into a contortion…a delicate dance that is activated by the Bliss Resonance.
This contortion of the body is the current of Life Force and is like a magnet that draws the attention of the mind…and there is a delicate dance of holding certain postures (contortions) while not exhausting the body. It is a dance of holding and releasing energy.
The mind then goes deeply within, focusing upon the fine balance point of contraction, stillness and micro movement. It is important to also notice and allow the body to naturally and automatically assume the various postures and movements. For example, you may notice the sensation of the eyes and how they naturally and automatically lift upwards in the eye sockets and skull.
This all becomes an exquisitely slow dance, an engagement with wave upon wave of delicate and subtle-beyond-words sensations. It can only be felt/intuited with the deepest allowing/surrender, like enjoying the fragrance of the rose brought in by a gentle breeze!
Remember that it takes a build up of the resonance/energy (in the body), felt as a bubbling up of vibrations in the spine, abdomen and heart areas. Take the time necessary to feel deeply, to listen deeply…until you feel the shift of mind to the “still point.” Understand that this “shift” need only be slight/small. The important part is to notice/feel the slight shifts and to recognize that the mind can track extremely subtle sensations and shifts of awareness.
While tracking and feeling into subtle sensations, you may become aware of how the mind can come to a still point…where there is no thinking. This can happen in a fraction of a second…allowing you an experience of the moment, unimpeded by thoughts of the past or future.
In tuning into the subtlety of vibration/sensation, you are also “touched” by the underlying “Hum” or “Om” vibration that is like a background rumbling or reverberation that can be felt in the overall vibratory field of awareness.
By feeling deeper and deeper into this underlying vibration, the mind is easily drawn into the experience of the still point…which brings on an overflowing of energy (life force), felt as pulsations of sweet, nectar-like substance moving through spine and body.
If you’re not feeling the depths of meditation (and of Kundalini) that you would like access to, latch onto the inner, subtle sensations that can easily be felt in the area just between the shoulder blades. Feel into and focus there on the overall sensation, even if it is the mildest of vibrations….as small as a “mustard seed.”
As you tune into that area, notice how the simple act of listening and feeling draws the mind/attention inwards, creating a relaxed inner focus. With this inner focus comes a widening of awareness, which may include the underlying overall vibration, the “Hum of Creation.”
It is important to acknowledge this inner shift of mind, acknowledging your ability to track and follow very fine subtleties of inner sensations. It is the very gentle and fine “feel good” feeling that is just beneath the overall sensation that is what you want to latch onto. This “feel good” feeling can be the subtlest of feelings, but by the very act of focusing on it, it expands…and this is when you will experience the blissful nectar-like quality of this vibration.
When feeling into the overall vibrations of the body, undulations and reverberations of most delicious sensations can be felt moving through the spine…with each breath, with each micro movement…an ecstatic dance of intoxicating subtlety!
The body naturally and automatically contorts, squeezing sensations that feel sweet and nectar-like through the spine…holding the mind and body in deep rapture, an infinitely slow dance of coiling, squeezing, swooning Bliss!
There is no difficulty in experiencing the Bliss Resonance (the Hum of Creation) save in the unwillingness to feel and follow what is already in the range of our feeling experience.
The mind and body are exquisitely set up to experience the finest nuances of vibration. However, the fine instruments of our sensitivity gets waylaid/distracted by a world/cultural mindset that does not support (or has forgotten) how to encourage the simple mindfulness/attentiveness to the underlying “Hum/Om” that is accessible to all.
The Bliss Resonance is so very close! It is foundational and background to our very existence! We lose connection to it because of the strong overlay/resonance of a world mindset that places high value and attention on coarse and superficial vibrations/feelings…and low or no value on fine/subtle vibrations/feelings.
Take up, surrender to the contortion of Life Force as it moves through the body, as it holds the mind and body in blissful swoon…the squeezing contortion of the body pushes the life force up the spine to the crown area. The body/mind/psyche is then “held,” focused one-pointedly in the contortion.
Notice all that is in the moment, into the overall resonance of the body, all sensations combined that creates the underlying vibration of your Being.
Take a deep breath, exhale, relax and melt/surrender. Observe the mind, how it, like a butterfly, flits here and there.
Tune into the underlying subtle, giddy feeling that is like a delicate squeezing sensation that can be felt deeply within the spine, the central core of your experience of Being.
Following these subtle sensations is just a matter of listening and feeling deeply to the subtle vibrations, the underlying hum/reverberations that are easily felt when we allow ourselves to feel and to track the echoes/reverberations of what we feel.
As you give yourself to feel into what flows within, you may inevitably find the body moving delicately in resonance with how the flow of life force…taking up certain postures and adjusting in micro movements…like in an exquisitely slow dance.
Wave upon wave, delicate/subtle beyond words…it can only be felt/intuited with a most delicate apprehension, like enjoying the fragrance of the rose brought in by a gentle breeze!
The mind seems to always seek engagement…seeking to be occupied with desires, distractions, temptations, memories, etc. Over time it creates habits of likes and dislikes that then create the patterns of our lives that become the default day-to-day existence.
In losing ourselves to set patterns of mind that we’ve created over a lifetime, it is easy to get swept along in life guided only by habits of what is familiar. Meanwhile, there is an undercurrent of primal forces hidden deep within that remain, for the most part, dormant.
For those who consciously seek to connect with this subterranean “Hum of Creation,” they may find that their bodies can serve as an exquisitely fine “antennae” for tuning into the infinitely subtle vibrations that move through the energetic “field” of their experience.
The body that is tuned to this sublime resonance is “held” as though electrified (or contorted) by the current that flows through the energetic field.
This contortion of the body/mind/psyche serves as a “pattern disrupt” for the mind normally caught in habitual patterns of thinking. The individual is offered a vastly wider perspective and experience of subtle vibrations.
Do you get the meaning of what is meant in the sentiment of listening to music “so beautiful that it hurts?” That puts you into a swoon? Entranced, dissolved in tears?
There is an invitation that is offered in this kind of music to the deepest places of inspiration. All that is required is an openness to listen to and feel for the subtleties of the music that has “captured” your heart.
As you feel and dissolve into the music, you may find wave after wave of delicious sensations rolling through the body…and especially the spine! There is then a natural, primal movement of the energy (life force) that creates a kind of “contortion” of the body that is an overflowing of bliss. The experience can be on the spectrum of gentle to orgasmic.
The play of this energy is very much like dance…an ecstatic dance and play with the atoms/molecules of finest waves of the underlying Bliss Resonance, the Source of what entrances and puts you in the swoon through the music you listen to.
It’s just a matter of following the sensations of inspiration that are created by the music to its deepest Source, the “Hum of Creation!”